Ok since it's been years since I've posted anything on this ridiculous mess of a site.....I was told to do this....have fun....people you better respond...

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
34. Do you miss me?
35. Do you think i miss you?

Took another trip to Bakersfield this weekend, second in a row and possibly not the last.  I might have to go home again to observe a 3rd grade class at Loudon elementary...San Diego City Schools suck and don't know how to provide for their future teachers.  A little bitter about the subject.  I guess for the very reason that I am sick of  Interstate 5 and all that it has to offer....traffic...stopping to pea 16 million times....and CD's that are way too overplayed.  However, I've started listening to sermon's on the way home, that makes it a little better.  And honestly...who really goes to Bako 3 times in a row.  I mean I'm proud of where I'm from, but sometimes its just too much to handle. 

Now that I got that off my chest...hehe

However, my weekend was G-R-E-A-T.  I went to Fresno....and it was definitely a Fres YES! Me and Katie hopped in the car on Saturday to spend the night and day and surprise Caitlin for her birthday. I haven't had that much fun since Christmas time. I always seem to forget what fun people we are...and the best time of my life so far...Santa Barbara.  Me and Katie almost died of exhaustion on the way back...however, we still managed to continue our tradition of debating faith and important issues we face today...ohh my dear intellectual friend....strong faith.....HUGE heart.

I  feel like I am doing that transition thing again....you know...that thing were God forces you to step out of your comfort zone and learn something new.  Yeah thats me.  It feels good...a little spiritual warfare...a little joy...huge amount of peace.  Ohh God...your sooooo good.

Currently Reading Captivating : Unveiling the Mystery of a Woman's Soul By John Eldredge, Stasi Eldredge see related

My random day...

Katie J. stays the night.  Wake up at 10:30. Get ready. Go to Ikea...fall in love with household appliances and furniture (might I add quite ridiculous). Bought Tea lights for Brookie's wedding. Sick of that. Go to Horton Plaza...went shopping without a single dime in my budget for shopping. Out of the dozen outfits, makeup, books, and greeting cards I put on and read, I didn't buy a single thing.  Self control. Miracle. Went out to Dinner. Came home.  Pulled a funny, yet extremely morbid prank on my roomates with Katie. Ketchep, knife...a very good mock homicide.  They weren't scared.  They called us "stupid."  Sat in my box size room with 5 girls talking about God, friends, and boys.  Laughed, cried, literally once jumped up and down with joy.  Got a prank call....why the heck do people enjoy doing that to me? Writing in my xanga...

What did I learn from today...

God loves me. God has perfect timing. We do not own our future.  God thwarts our worldly satisfactions so that we may seek His glory alone.  God loves me. Laughing is fun and healthy.  God loves me. I have been blessed with an amazing friendship....one that can never be replaced.  God loves me.  

This worldly love is so small and so minute...only a small dose of God's love...yet so amazingly powerful and beautiful.  Can't even fathom the love He has for me....and you....

Going to a BBQ tomorrow.  I will try to finish my Cross Curricular lesson plan project for Liberal Studies 300.  Good things are happening...

Goodnight

I've fallen into the same trap. I am the epitome of a hope; a false hope, an imagination gone wild. What the crap is going on here?

war.

I woke up comatose this morning, I tried the whole coffee thing as usual. That didn't work. 

A new session started at the preschool I teach at.  I was in a classroom full of new 3 year olds..  I had 4 kids cry, 2 who didn't speak a lick of english, and one with severe ADD.  ohhhh dear...still trying to overcome the insanity. They are as cute as can be. At one point I started laughing out loud in the middle of "circle time" because after tears, yelling, scratching, and running, I felt like I was one of them. What a day!

I have a Physical Education of Children Theory test in about an hour. I don't know why professors enjoy having tests immediatly after break.  I guess I will ask God for a miracle.  I haven't studied. I don't know why that happened, it's so unlike my anal character. But, at times my character faulters and anal retentiveness turns into complete irresponsibility.  ohh how I desire that happy medium.

A runny nose, chest cold, and no study time down.....ohhhhhh struggle.

Fill my half empty cup...